god testing us and satan testing us.
im tired.
im suffer.
and i trying to find way of praise both of them.
trying to be loved by both of them.
make satan call me evil when he trying to testing me.
and praise god and do goodness.
because.. maybe im so human too much.
human is miserable.
but what can i do? im just human after all.
so. future is very dark. and we entering in that phase. of mrna gene edit, digitalize conciousness, brain chip implant, transhumanism....
honesetly saying. there is risk. and danger. i know. but... maybe humanity could end. literally. there is too many danger. but. then....
so. when i doing messiahnic activities for myself. i was tried understand jesus. really hard. when for myself went through that path of...
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